one of my favorites ever... ive never eaten halo halo as good as this.. i swear!!! this is the BEST!!! im thinking to hit my yarn to feel the scrumptious taste of my dessert.. then again, even without it i feel like im high....

shet!!! ansarap :) bwiset.. :)

V1: Take time to realize,
That your warmth is. Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you

C: If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
and will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now.

V2: Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by.. Didn't I tell you

But I can't spell it out for you,
no its never gonna be that simple
[Realize Lyrics on
no I can't spell it out for you.

C: If you just realized what I just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
then we'd never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now.

V3: It's not always the same
no it's never the same
if you don't feel it to.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.

C: If you just realized what I just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
then we'd never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder
Just realized what I just realized

OoOoOOo

missed out on each other now
missed out on each other now

*he didnt read this though... na-chicken!*

Good evening ladies & gentlemen!

I am chase, James’s younger brother.  It is my privilege to be asked by my brother to be his best man.  Thank you. I am truly honored.

George, you look stunningly beautiful.  My brother is lucky to have you as his wife.  It is not everyday does he get the chance to meet someone as lovely and independent as you are.  In behalf of our family, I welcome you & your family to ours.   

*anecdote*

It is hard growing up in the footsteps of an older & successful brother.   But I have learned a great deal from it and made me strive harder. 

To the newly weds,  proving happiness is not based on how many times you have smiled, but it is in finding that sensible reason every time  you smile.  I hope that you both find that reason in each other for the rest of your lives together.

Let us all raise our glasses for a toast.  As you start your lives together, we all wish you the happiness and love you both deserve. 

Cheers!!!

1. Do you know anyone who has gotten
an abortion?
+ yep

2. Last awkward moment?
+ 2 weeks ago i did sumpin really .... ahaaaaaaay

3. Do you have any plans for tonight?
+ none, its sunday night ... so its rest day

4. Have you ever fallen backwards down
a set of stairs?
+ i'll tell you if i finally fell backwards.. shet, katangahan ata un ah..

5. Ever been to a friends house and
starved the whole time?
+ hmmm... i dont remember.. tsktsk

6. Ever found cash in a random place?
+ yeah i guess i did.. i just dont remember when it happened..

7. Does anyone close to you smoke?
+ haaaaay... im surrounded with smokers...

8. Name 1 thing that not everyone
knows about you?
+ hmmm. i used to be head over heels kay life time partner..

9. When a friend walks out of your
life, do you go after them, or let
them go?
+ depends..i tried both. fyi

10. Have you ever been corrected at
your workplace?
+ yep..

11. Has anyone ever been more
important to you than a family member?
+ yep

12. Do you still live at home?
+ yep

13. Last time you smiled?
+ kanina

14. What do you do when a telemarketer
calls?
+ pretend to be interested. . but sometimes, i just shut them off specially when im harrassed..

15. Would life be the same without
alcohol?
+ hmmm.. i stopped drinking few years back... but then i realized, all GRUEZO drinks.. its in our blood.. hahahaha

16. Would you go a month without
washing your hair to save a loved one?
+ shet. parang ambahu nun.. i'll try my best..

17. Would you cry if you found out you
were pregnant?
+ i dont know..

18. Have you had the best night of
your life?
+ maybe not yet.. im still young anyway...

19. Do you think your current pets
will be alive ten years from now?
+ i dont have pets..

20. Ever made-out in a bathroom?
+ ahem.

21. When was your last bubble bath?
+ :)

22. Do you know anyone by the name of
Dennis?
+ yes. i have a cousin named dennis

23. What was the last thing you ate?
+ tofu, beef with sprout, fish.. and uhh brownies..

24. Where is your pet right now?
+ i dont have a pet

25. Name five things you did today?
O1. woke up
O2. ate
O3. surf the net
O4. sound trip
O5. slept

26.you're dumb
+ yeah at times

27. What color phone do you have?
+ black and the other one is white

28. How many kids do you have?
+ none

29. What outfit do you have on at this
exact moment?
+ sando and boxers

30. what color are your eyes?
+ dark brown

31. Have you ever been to Mexico?
+ nah

32. When was the last time you drank a
martini?
+ i forgot.. but it was in tropezz.. asti martini..

33. Did you do any chores today?
+ nahhh

34. What are you doing tomorrow?
+ be a slave at work

35. Do you know someone who likes you?
+ yes.

36. Have you ever had a friend
named "Fred, Frank, or Felipe?
+ frank

37. Name a bunch of people you met in
the past 2 months?
+ wag na. mashadong madami . haha

38. What color is your hair?
+ black..

39. Do you think any of your ex's
still look good?
+ yes

40. Have you ever said "I love you"
and not meant it?
+ nope

41. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
+ nope

43. Have you ever been teased really
bad?
+ yep,gumaganti lang hehhehe

44. Do you still have feelings for
anyone from your past?
+ i dont think i still have.

45. Did you enjoy your last kiss from
a girl?
+ beso lang eh..

46. Do you believe in ghosts?
+ :)

47. Have you eaten popcorn in the past
48 hours?
+ nope

48. Do you have a lot of girls for
friends?
+ yep alot.. as in A LOT!!!

49. Do you have a friend with benefits?
+ none

50. Who was the last person you drove
with?
+ lengpot..

so my friends and i are planning for an out of town trip (pero near lang, hehehe) .. we're like 10 in the group.. maximum of 15 pax i guess.. can you help us find an accommodation in tagaytay?or iunno.. can you guys suggest.. thanks!!!

:)

ill expect everything you told me the other day..

and I AM DEFINITELY LOOKING FORWARD til that day happens!!!!..

much love!!!

 

 

a month ago, may 7 to be exact, our lola died...and bid her farewell after a week... 12 out of 15 siblings were present during her funeral..

this morning, my cousin who just got back in chicago, told me the news... our aunt died.. she was the 3rd amongst nanay's siblings...

nuf said..

Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
Your probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself instead of calamity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But Ive got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
Ill be your best friend and you'll be mine
Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if u want to
Cause I want to hold yours too
Well be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But its time for me to go home
Its getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself instead of calamity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

La Da Da Da Da Da

I never thought I'd get here
I was so far away
I didn't believe in love
Thought it was just a game people played

Everything changed when I met you
I touched your hand, you took my heart
And you led me to a better place
Just the two of us in the dark

This is my idea of heaven
Lying here with you
This is my idea of heaven
Nothing else I'd rather do

I never thought you'd get here
Why did you make me wait?
But when I looked into your eyes
I recognized you were my fate

I've been living in a lonely shell
With no windows to the world
How in God's name did you find
The lone star's loneliest girl?

This is my idea of heaven
Lying here with you
This is my idea of heaven
Nothing else I'd rather do
To feel your heart beating
To feel our lips meeting
This is my idea of heaven

In heaven love is everywhere
There is no pain
There are no tears
In heaven love lasts forever
It doesn't disappear

on my current list:::::::::::::

[Justin]
(I know you are out there baby...somewhere)
There is someone out there for me (I know there is somebody out there)
I know she is waiting so patiently (yeah) can you tell me her name? (Somebody tell me her name)
This life-long search is gonna drive me insane
How does she laugh? How does she cry? What's the color of her eyes?
Does she even realize I'm here?
Where is she? Where is she? Where is she? Where is this beautiful girl?
Who is she? Who is she? Who is gonna complete my world?
Where is she? Where is she? Where is this beautiful girl?
Who is she? Who is she? Who is gonna complete my world?
dadadadadada dadadada dadadadadada (where are you?)

[Natalie]
I'm staring out at the sky (I see you baby)
Praying that he will walk in my life
Where is the man of my dreams (right here) yea-yeah
I'll wait forever, how silly it seems
How does he laugh? How does he cry? What's the color of his eyes?
Does he even realize I'm here?
Where is he? Where is he? Where is he? Where is this beautiful guy?
Who is he? Who is he? Who is gonna take me so high?
Where is he? Where is he? Where is this beautiful guy?
Who is he? Who is he? Who is gonna take me so high?
dadadadadada dadadada dadadadadada (where are you?)

[Justin]
There is someone out there for me (there is someone out there for me)
I know she is waiting so patiently (so patient)
Can you tell me her name (can you tell me his name)
This life-long search is gonna drive me insane (that's right)

[Natalie]
How does he laugh? How does he cry? What is the color of his eyes?
Does he even realize I'm here?

[Justin]
Where is she? Where is she? Where is she? Where is this beautiful girl?
Who is she? Who is she? Who is gonna complete my world?

[Natalie]
Where is he? Where is he? Where is he? Where is this beautiful guy?
Who is he? Who is he? Who is gonna take me so high?

[Together]
dadadadadada dadadada (yeah) dadadadadada (I know you out there)
dadadadadada dadadada (yeah) dadadadadada

[Justin Talking]
Where are you?? I'm going to look all over the world baby
'Cuz I know you are out there
I know this might sound crazy, but I think I love you
dadadadadada (that's right) dadadada dadadadadada
dadadadadada dadadada (yeah) dadadadadada

Where are you??

what happened?!?!?

i had a check up again.. 3rd time na diba.. after long hours of wait, like 3 hours ata...for some reasons, there's no need na daw for an operation...and i dunno if im lucky or what...well i guess i am.. hehhehehhehe.. after my check up, went to kalbo's... we were supposed to swim but it ended watchin dvd and so and so...sunday nalang daw kami magswim.. yadiya-diya-diya....

i went home early for dinner coz i had a date with my gf's .. sayang kasi konti lang pictures.. then again it was fun..

thanks for the night lovelies!!! mmmmmmwwaaaaaaah

last week.. or make it 2 weeks ago, i was diagnosed to having bronchitis.. and was advised to see an ENT doctor because of my tonsils.. and so i did... the ENT doctor told me to have my CBC blood test so that they'll know if my friggin tonsils is affecting my heart.. and indeed it was...

my dad got the results last friday, and yesterday we went to manila doctors to have a second opinion from an ENT surgeon.. still, the answer is the same.. so few weeks from now, im having tonsilectomy.. yikes! i wish its not that bad coz IT sucksss big time... but i know its for my own good.. but the thing is, the year just started, i had bronchitis and now im having an operation... what's next?.. well, i hope none naman...

and for that, im stopping (really stopping) all my vices.. i know i can do this coz last year i was able to control myself for 7 months without alcohol and cigs... i know i can... and i believe i can.. hehehehe...

i wanted to answer atleast one survey tonight before going to sleep. i got this from curly.. so here goes...

psapp- cozy in the rocket
snow patrol - chasing cars
eames era - could be anything

Let's see if you can get through it. If
not, you're too scared about your past:

1. Would you kiss the last person you
kissed again?

Yes. Hopefully if we work things out. teeeheee

2. Have you ever thought that you were
going to marry a person?
Yes.

3. Do you like someone?

Yes.

4. Have you ever liked someone
so much that it hurts?
Yes.

5. Have you ever made a boyfriend or
girlfriend cry?

Yes.

6. Are you happier single or in a
relationship?

Doesnt matter.. happiness is an understatement anyway so i just have to live life "normally"

7. Have you ever told someone you
loved them and didn't mean
it?

I think i did. or did i? can someone help me remember..

8. Have you ever had your heart
broken?
Many times.

9. Do you talk to any of ur exs?

Not that much anymore.

10. If you could go back in time and
change things, would
you?

Nah. i wouldnt change anything in the past. im happy it even happened..

11. Think any of your exes feel the
same way?

What he told me last week is enough..

12. Do you believe that you are a good
boyfriend or girlfriend?
According to them i am.. so i think i am..

13. Have you dated people who were not
good to you?

I wouldn’t say they weren’t good to me. Parang ang sama naman nun. - - i couldnt agree more..

14. Have you dated someone older than
you?

Yes.

15. Younger?

Yes.

16. Do you believe everyone deserves a
second chance?
i usually give everyone lotza chances. ndi ba mashadong obvious?!

17. Do you Believe in love at first
sight?
No.

18. Has anyone ever told you they
wanted to marry you?

Yes.

19. Ever loved someone else's
boyfriend or girlfriend?

Nope.

20. Does heartbreak really feel as bad
as it sounds?

always has been. always will be.

its not actually news for me nor to my family.. its just that, it really is FINAL. he is getting married. its gonna be sweet NOVEMBER ' 07... its so soon.. well, NOT!!! he and his fiance has been together for God knows since when.. and my kuy is like this one woman man who's kinda mysterious so im not surprised enough that he's getting married...besides he's like what, 28? 29? oh my!! he's OLD!! and so is ATE!!! hahaha..

speaking of ate, she and her family is visiting.. yes!!! imma see my cutie cuddly nephews.. which by that time, malik is like 9 and max is 1 yr old!!! wow!!! malik was 2 or 3 months old when i last time i saw him.. and now, he is 9!! WTF??!?!?! if kuys not getting married, i think ate wouldnt have any plans of visiting us padin.. pati nga studies ko nagdisappear na parang bula eh... well, i understand though.. she got pregnant and all so she didnt have time to fix all the requirements needed.

so yeah, enough of the segue..

as i was saying.. he's getting married, and tomorrow to make things formal, we're going to george's house (his fiance's name) to meet the parents--- meet the sicat family... wowwooweeee!!! its kinda exciting but i know i wont contribute anything to meeting george's fam.. haahaha.. for sure, imma just eat there and watch a movie or sumpin...depends ofcourse...

oh! awhile ago when i got home, i heard them talking about the principal sponsors ata.... funny ng mga sponsors may pagka "political" ... well, my dad was a politician kasi so they might get some of my dad's close party list or whatever.. hihihi... sakin kaya sino na?!?!? hahahahaha... yes!!! toooooo early, way to early to think about...hahaha...

newei, they were talking about what my mom's gonna wear too... heehee.. parang nakakaaliw to arrange the wedding.. they have 10 more months to fix it... hope that's enough..yikes! hahahaha... oh well, i know they'll survive.. and they should.

im cutting this short., i need to rest need see the doctor again tomorrow to have a check up.. damn bronchitis and tonsilitis!!!!!

newei, cheers!

latezz. . .

during the year 2006 did you...

1. fall in love with someone that was just a friend?
- let's just say its long overdue.. haha. labu!

2. fall in love at all?
- not fall in love.. but i liked someone apart from mr. long overdue

3. lose any friends?
- sort of...

4. make any new friends?
- yup!!!!

5. make any new enemies?
- nope..

6. develop any new hobbies?
- actually, nawalan

7. get older?
- yes..

8. do anything you regret?
- not really. i don't do regrets.

9. go to any parties?
- yup. of course.. more nga ata eh.. but lesser beach escapades!!!! boooo!!!!!!!

10. accomplish anything?
- yes, or at least i like to think so..

11. make much money?
- i make much money, but i spend a lot.. same old, sugar mommy padin ata..

12. attend a wedding?
- yep!

13. attend a funeral?
- yup. and my condolences....

14. get any new family members?
- yup.. my sister gave birth to a baby boy.. im even flaunting him.. check it out.. go on you'll see the cutest baby on earth! hehehehe

15. move away?
- nope..

16. gain any new perspectives?
- yes. a lot.

17. get into a verbal fight?
- not that i remember

18. get into a physical fight?
- no. for a change man...hahaha

19. attend any sporting events?
- yeah.. as always mr.'s fight.

20. get arrested?
- no.

21. get kicked out of a store, restaurant or any other kind of business?
- no.

22. get offered a job?
- yup.

23. learn anything?
- a lot. mostly career related.

24. dump your bf/gf?
- ummm.. last year, i dunno if that will count..

25. get dumped by your bf/gf?
- no.

26. change as a person?
- yes, or so i think.. hehehe

27. get any new piercings?
- no. wanted to get my 2nd tatt though..

28. attend a concert?
- no.

29. travel out of the city?
- Baguio, Tagaytay, Batangas.. that few...

30. travel out of the country?
- no.

31. spend much money?
- hhehehhe.. refer to question # 11

32. download any music?
- of course.

33. try out any new looks?
- no.. but imma dye my hair over the weekend.. hehehe

34. eat a food that you had never eaten before?
- no..
35. go golfing?
- no.

36. go bowling?
- yep

37. start to resent something or someone that you used to like?
- no naman..

In 2006, how many....

1. different places did you work?
- 1

2. times did you go out drinking?
- wow. hard to answer. umm.. every weekend and some weekdays.. I don't know.

3.times did you smoke marijuana?
- umm... i don't remember either..

4. times did you go to the movies?
- few lang.. hehehe..

5. people did you make out with?
-  do i have to answer this?

6. people did you have sex with?
- and this too?one answer lang naman eh.

7. people tried to have sex with you?
- iiunno

8. crushes did you have?
- 4 lang... hahaha

9."rough nights" did you have?
- a lot..who didnt have anyway??

In 2006, what was?

1. your favorite day of the year?
- i dont know.. but there were around 2

2. your favorite band?
- incubus.copeland.

3. your least favorite day of the year?
- iunno

4. your favorite movie?
- the prestige!!! it was awesome!

5. your favorite song of the year?
- DEVIL WEARS PRADA and THE BREAK UP

6. the biggest event you attended?
- MY BDAY BASH hahahahaha

7. something that didn't change at all this year?
- my number. hehehe

8. your favorite holiday?
- holy week. was with  my fave person in the world.. but now, i guess he's the least i guess... ahahaha

i bought MICROSOFT ZUNE as a gift to myself this christmas... lucky, i made a good choice between ipod video, creative zen and zune...   first, because 2 of my brothers has ipod video and we would all look stupid if pare parehas kami...(so para maiba naman)... second, it has wi- fi ... shempre pede ako magdownload ng songs basta nasa wi-fi zone ako... (well, as if id do that..hehehe)... other than wi-fi it has bluetooth.. i can send songs pero sa zune lang din.. sad lang kasi sa mga kilala ko, ako lang and kabarkada ng kuya ko ang meron....hehehe... or so i think...

other than those features... the screen is wider than ipod video which makes it more exciting to watch a film..  heehee.... last is it has fm station... hehehe.. well, those are the things that i know about my player... i havent browsed it that much,prolly over the weekends.. hehehhe... hassle naman kasi yung net din eh.. ambagal... ages para magload yung page...

ang cons, mejo mas mataba sha sa ipod and shempre since its microsoft's first mp3 player, mejo hassle pag nasira kasi shempre technicians/electricians will have a hard time fixing it.. or so i think.. pero diba,  its not as established as the brand image ng ipod kasi kahit na microsoft yung naglabas ng player na to... hehehehhehee..  

nevertheless, im still happy i bought it... and im not the only person na nagagandahan dito... hehe.. yung brothers ko din and bab.. hehe..


laughtrip part, wala pang 1 yr ipod video ng kapatid ko, nawala before the year ends... someone stole it.. and since it happened, he's switching to microsoft zune nadin... hehehhehe....

2 vs. 1 instead of 1 vs 2...

cheers!

and yes im back... yesterday pa to be exact... hehehe ... my baguio trip was fine even if its all about work.... pictures are proof of how much i enjoyed it... bitin nga lang... then again, im going back next month or prolly this month too... hehehe.. my ukay-ukay shopping was the most bitin of all as in little time lang talaga which is somehow frustrating coz i really really wanted to look around.... haaaaaaaaaay...

so yeah, that's the reason why im going back other than liking the weather and the environment.. tsktsk... saka ill be with my friends naman para mas exciting lalo...   kasi naman pag work ulit naku, left and right ang calls... m not complaining though coz ofcourse its work diba.. then again, NAKAKAPRANING SHA...  newei, back to work... laters...

before the game even started, i already knew that pacquiao won.. and it was really overwhelming... the undisputed talaga.. i remember tuloy the fight between chard and erwin..  yung tipong si erwin na talaga yung umayaw kahit na the crowd is cheering for another round... o dba.. anlupit.. i mean, kung may ganun kasing challenge, ill really prove that im good in what i do and i wont give up..tipong ganun..

so, yeah going back, 1st round palang ginu-goose bumps nako and much more to 2nd and 3rd round... the punches were really great... tunog palang and the way pacquiao throws his punches, ang ganda na panuorin...man, i cant believe how beautiful the game was.. and wala ako masabi na talagang stunned si morales on how fast with great/strong punches pacquiao had... until now, im having goosebumps.. super short nung game, at the same time ang intense... but then, sana ndi kagad nag-give up si morales coz i know that'll be a FIGHT to remember talaga!!!!! as in continuous vigorous fight!!!!!for some reasons, i really love ARDUOUS fights...maybe because i tend to fight back too... *hehehe* those days.... But i digress.... Nevertheless, i am proud of PACQUIAO as in taas noo ako sa kanya..

and for that.....

since last week, lars and i have been waiting for Jageir's event at metrowalk.. for a week, we made a plan that we'd get out of the office as soon as 5:30 or 6:00 strikes... but yesterday, things turned out unexpectedly... haha! we thought that it'd be traffic sa north part and that jageir's event would be jam packed since the bands' line up were really interesting to watch.. la lang.. palibhasa nandun sandwich (sandwich ba o dahil kay mong? hehehe)pedicab, kjwan and a lot lot more.. hehehe..

so newei, since we didnt go to metrowalk, we decided to go at leng's event at grilla...  it wasnt a bad decision ofcourse coz i was with my gf's and B-A-C-A-R-D-I.... with the success of the "get together", we didnt even recognize how fast the time is running kasi sa sobrang daldal and inum, almost 3am na kami umuwi... too bad for me coz i have work early in the morning so kamusta naman.. i only had like what?! 3 hours of sleep.. and until now im in the office.. hehehehe.. stealing time from the company ey... tsktsk.... newei, i need this few minute break naman noh kaya ok lang and naman, ill probably be here til late in the evening unless a friend would remember that we're having dinner.. still late padin i think...

ummm, ill continue this later perhaps more updates tomorrow or some other time... "get together" isnt over yet.. we still have one later and its up north..  see yah!

for celebrating with me my 22nd birthday... i had sooo much fun those three days were worth it.. obviously, for the 3rd part --- nang dahil sa cream nga naman oh... anyway, til next year.. hehehe :)

*cheers*


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